Suicide.
No one To love, loved By none either. All threatened by the vicious cycle. But this is me you are threatening. I have imagined my whole life with you and here you telling me you will leave? Well threast would have a greater meaninging, if it hadn't been for things actually happening to me like that. No no. Threats still scare me. They are like a press okay to a give up sign. Mostly because wreckage is a major part of life. History repeats itself, so do the mistakes, I would be a great student if I knew what to learn. Yes, the desire to write more often has died, it's 'cause I learnt that I can't be a writer and not like writing did any great for anyone. How far did writers get anyway? All is real as far as its felt, but what is feeling? Even Chuck Bass can't feel so he hurts himself. When did you get this rude? Is it when you realised that I am not the one? At least just answer that. If you have to leave, then go now; don't make the other suffer.