Turnings that make Circles.

I expected many things from you. I expected many hurtful things from; you know me the best and you know exactly where it would hurt. I never thought you'd raise your hand to hit me. My reaction was to push you away, I didn't hit you back. I can swear to it, I didn't. If it did seem other wise, I'm sorry. You raise your voice, I'll raise mine. You raise your hand and I will push you away, I can barely protect myself. Love, this is not you and me. We are better than this. I know, trust me I know, our time is limited. Fuck this. You see I want to tell someone that we are losing grip and I am scared shitless that if you leave, I will have no one. The rest of the people in my life are temporary. They don't know when they plan to leave. But with you, I know that; wait let me correct that. I knew that we'd make it to some end. Some end of some year. Not end like this.We're best friends man, so what if you hit me. So what if I pushed you. We're not children...

There was a paragraph in this book we read and right before a paragraph my person wrote ' Dear M.' " My father once told me that a happy ending is just the place where you choose to stop telling the story. So this is where I choose to stop. More things are still going to happen, of course, some good, some bad. Some things never get any better. When people die, they stay dead. None of us know why we love, or why we stop loving, or why everyone we love we lose. " I thought of how limited our time is and it made me awfully sad. I know what its like to lose people and for you, I would go that extra mile. Just for you. You'll never know I wrote this, but I am so afraid of losing you. I am most frightened to lose you. It doesn't matter who else wants to stay or leave, because I have loved you the most. Someone once loved me the most but I have undeniably loved you most. I am also afraid of telling you this, because we don't really know why everyone we love we l...

Somethings are better left unsaid and i have said that a hundred times to myself and to others, but how many of us act on it? There's this uncharacterised kind of pain under the ribcage, but my heart still exists. where aare you best friend? I meed you the most at this time. but i cant talk to you. can you listen to me through your eyes. I know you were good at it. Please. I need you. Ashiyane ki baat karte ho, dil jalane ki baat karte ho Saari duniya ke ranj-o-gham de kar, muskuraane ki baat karte ho Muskuraane ki baat karte ho, Ashiyaane ki baat karte ho Khwab sa tha guzar gaya hoga Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com kiss ke jaane ki baat karte ho Hum ko apni khabar nahi jaanaan, tum zamane ki baat karte hoo Ashiyane ki baat karte ho, dil jalane ki baat karte ho

I wasn't there for you. I wasn't. I was there because your mother was there for me when I needed someone, anyone the most. I wasn't there for you. I was there to make sure that the dull, irreversible ache, can still be cured. It doesn't need you. But the mind needs to be occupied for you to be forgotten even if you sit in beautiful shades of blue. For once I was free. You call it infatuation I call it love You say black And I, say red Black defined as emptiness and hate Red, defined as love I say love, again You turn away and my red fades to black it feels as if someone is pricking me with needles my mind doesnt rest all my thoughts go back to you when you're not around my heart aches and i know theres something missing you are missing then you come my way and look at me with those beautiful eyes and i melt like ice in the hot sun the flowers are brighter the sky is happier and luck is on my side You keep me alive You keep me happ...