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Allah give me the patience to understand that I have never kept any kind of meaning in your life. Give me the understanding of being degraded and not being treated right. Allah please, give me some hope that I did mean something. Allah please make me realise that there is more than just desperately wanting to get high and drunk most of the time. Allah please love me, because i really need someone to love me. Allah pleasegivemetherighttosuicide. Allah give me the power to separate.I can't be treated like shit anymore.

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Bloom said…
He loves his creations and is always waiting for us to turn back to Him. It's us who don't realize.
Tuesday, March 19, 2013 2:05:00 PM
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