Holding in, not holding on.

4.10 Am. I have slept all evening, yes with chemicals.
How lonely can one get in their loneliness?

I'm fine. Thank you very much.


Nothing Left To Say.

Comments

Anonymous said…
Kid, so sorry that the viva didn't go as well. Turn your loneliness into solitude and learn to enjoy it. Enjoy being with yourself. Scream out/cry out/ exercise out the hurt _chuck it out of your system. take care.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 7:12:00 AM
Ubaid said…
HEyyyyyyyy why do u always make me sad !! i just got offline at like 3 ... and this medication things does work ... but come on girl !! find a way out of it !!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 7:25:00 AM
Eminu said…
S.H
I passed atleast. Only crying and crying had only made my inferior eye lids swollen. Nothing escapes that feeling.

U.B
I was online, And i wasnt even in my senses. I wasnt going to post this post, but i dont even remember doing it. It was the affect. Hmph. You don't have to be sad. I am fine.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 4:19:00 PM
Opinionated Jaahil said…
Oh well. We sail in similar boats.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 6:48:00 PM
Ubaid said…
hey bohti free nahi ho rahi tumhari wajah sey sad kon ho raha hai ?? HUH ??? aiween khush fehmian ;) ...


lolz

oh kakay chad oye chill maar ;) ... LETS BE HIGH !!! am so low that am enjoying being HIGH after the joint !! :D !!

ok that was a lame attempt to make my self ... hmm forget it !!

Next time when u come online give me a buzz :) !!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 7:41:00 PM
Anonymous said…
and i slept the whole weekend :)
hahahaha
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 9:00:00 PM
Abdullah Tariq said…
Do what I do. Be awesome. B-)
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 9:51:00 PM
Eminu said…
Jahil Sahiba
Oh Well!

Ub.
Heh.
I will.

Yesterdaywasbetter.
Ha! I had a viva, that i actually passed.

uglyduckling.
I am awesomeness buhahaha
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 10:51:00 PM
Abdullah Tariq said…
Congrats on your viva. =D Dunno what it is though. Some oral test..?
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 2:09:00 AM
Ubaid said…
CHalo gee mubarkaan U FINNALLLY PASSED ;) ...
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 6:29:00 AM
Anonymous said…
Having your conscience by your side helps.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 11:41:00 AM
[[[ x Smiley x ]]] said…
Chum Chummmmmmmm!
please cheer up eh!
Smiley nu likey it when ur sad :(

(((hugs)))
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 7:19:00 PM
Eminu said…
Ugly duckling.
Yup it's oral and hard.

Ubee,
Thank you. :)

Smiley.
Don't worry. =) Please.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 7:28:00 PM
Ubaid said…
so koi viva rehta hai ??? or all done ??
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 9:40:00 PM
Anonymous said…
chemicals :0

u did pass the viva though
so it's all cool na :)
Thursday, January 22, 2009 6:39:00 PM
E said…
WHERE
ART
THOU!!!!!!!!

IM CHUN CHUN DEPRIVED!!!!!!!!111
Saturday, January 24, 2009 12:38:00 PM
Eminu said…
Exquisite, very cool :D

Eeda.
You don't miss me. I am online now. And hm, you're not. I dont know where you are, i am around. I
m always around.
Saturday, January 24, 2009 4:46:00 PM
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