Needforspeed.

The drizzle drops were pouring down on her car window screen, music was blaring in the background, she was maneuvering the steering wheel with one hand and gears ,with the other. She was driving too fast, even for reality to catch up with her. Blurred screen, bewildered thoughts and broken her.

Pressing the clutch, changing the gear, a direct backward from gear three into gear four, and the right foot automatically pressed down onto the accelerator.

Speed was her therapy.

Memories of you raced in her head.
The way you held her hand in the night, to help her face the world. The time you glided your hands on her back and rubbed it to warmth. When you smiled and her world turned bright. When you fell asleep in her lap and she kept her hands infront of your face, so that the light won't bother you. The way you would just hold her and gift her sanity back.
And when you said, "I love you meri jaan."

An abrupt halt came to the passing memories.
The window screen shattered, blood smeared on the steering wheel and rain water pouring into a head wound.
There was an accident.

Speed destroyed her.

Her mind spoke only one thing to her memory.
"Where are you jaan?"

Comments

Anonymous said…
"speed destroyed her." You've churned out a masterpiece babe. So tragically beautiful. Aren't you too young to be able to feel such depth of grief and pain?? The baby's growing up. :) beautiful,chun chun.
Ubaid said…
chun chun ..... (0_0)


this is freaking amazing !! nobody could have used speed in such a way !! =) !!
Eminu said…
S, you make me sound so small and like like Tinkerbell. = > .
Huggles.
Wittle chunchun has become anemic. =/

Ubee.
You yourself do a pretty good job on angels, i thought i wud give it a go on speed. = ) Thank you.
Ubaid said…
naah i don't have much angels in my life... just one whom i am willing to die for !! per. . . . .




anywaysssss.... i read it again just now... i still love it yaar... per u ok naah ?
Ubaid said…
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Anonymous said…
Lol, Awww what'd I tell you. You remind me of Tinkerbell. The template on your blog is also tinkerbell-ish. You're so young and so tiny, so cute. :P
Why've you become anemic,chutko? Iron tablets/injections. I got anemic when I was pregnant with my first baby...got one injection every day for a month...alternating between the right and left bum....was a blue-bummed mama for a long time to come :)
And I miss you too, I promise I shall write soon. much love.
chunchun said…
Ubaid, I am FAAAAAAAAAINE. Nothing to Worry about yo.

S, I don't know why. Heheh. Bruisey mamma. Yes, please write soon. And You make me sound so pretty and nice. How do you know i am so tiny? :D
Anonymous said…
Dude. You're one insane love bird.
Anonymous said…
Never do that again. The other half does not deserve it.:/
Eminu said…
hahah it didn REALLY happen you know? :p
It was a thought, cause its most likely to.
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E said…
i LOVED the story chun,,the end was too gory though,..need everything in a catastrophe? what if she hurtled into, say, her beloved's arms?..

but i know what u mean.. i often do it too..somehow if you run away long enough and fast enough you'll leave your reality behind..but what we forget is that our realities are stitched to the soles of our feet, like shackles, they'll only draw us back.

beautiful writing jaan :) loved it!
Ubaid said…
yeah yeah i know ur are FAAIINNEEE :p ... phir bhi larkii .... khayal rekho...

and eedaaa kya keh dia waah... so totally true... but u can't leave ur reality behind u just can't !!
Ubaid said…
ahan new name... sahi... per try

Lightened template with Dark thoughts

or something else... i don't like this name... but i love the concept and i know kahan sey yeh aaya !!

anywaysss.... nice to get back into this place ;) !!
DysfunctionaL said…
very well-written.. a little morbid.. but i guess that portrays the pain better..
sanely insane said…
i drive my car at between 70-100 as traffic permits...and mostly i'm thinking abt something (or someone) and sometimes...it comes close to destroying me

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